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Harlequin's Haven
Greetings Solar Moon Bumps and Cosmic Cruisers, out of the darkness and confusion the desire for control and being self-possessed open a new chamber. Should I venture in or contemplate my options a little longer?  Death is such a daunting phase but the idea of a door shutting in my life and a new one opening is refreshing, what must I do?  Sit still, read books, knit, or play hide and seek with my fear? I gaze into the blackness and await the epiphany that will propel me toward something much greater than this precious moment. Or, should I be proactive and step boldly into the Valley?  I teeter on the edge of my fear - swaying back and forth, natural momentum inches me toward a cold and dark place and yet I'm still optimistic. 

No, there are no plans just the intangible bedfellows, hope, faith and optimism.  I'm hurled toward the back bone of our country - the lower lumbar region to be exact.  The temperate climate of my tropical paradise is flung to the outer reaches of my past and I am naked and raw in a new icy unpredictable landscape.  I've tussled with the ego-
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Jar of Jems
Greetings Jemstar,

Yesterday we have a phenomenal hail storm down here and the morning is bursting with a bright and sunny hue -Apollo is out there strumming his golden lyre.  How is the summer going n the Northern hemisphere?

I'm afraid that this Mermaid from the tropics is getting a little frost bite on her flippers - and that is not from the weather in the alpine region - it is somewhat indicative of the 'Capital' dwellers.  I guess it isn't entirely "their" fault I did arrive here wearing an idealistic pair of rose coloured glasses. Although I must admit I am learning my lessons fast and hard - that's for sure.

My home life has become more settled after the big move.  By the time the Sun left Cancer I had everything packed away and the chicken soup brewing on the stove.  Now as we are bursting with energy from the Leonine Sun phase I am feeling much more creative and ready to engage with life outside of my new magnificent nest.

In my work place I am contented.  I have launched myself into a position where my credentials are validated and my team mates are caring and supportive - even my boss is guiding me gently toward a perfect assimilation into this new career path however as I look closely at my current professional situation I can see a fly floating aimlessly on top of my soul elixir.  Reaching into this Jar of Jems I pick up the fly between my thumb and forefinger and ask, "so why have you come to my perfect destination?"  The fly responds, "I've come to take you to your dragon's head and show you the road to self-actualisation". I look at the fly in the eyes (apparently they have millions of them) and smile, "thank you for this great honour, for I've been searching for the pinnacle of my destiny all of my life and now I will be liberated from my journey and taken to the summit of my North Node". How fortunate am I JEM?

You know the best part of this don't you?  The best aspect of this realisation is that I can see it for what it is?  I am not struggling to find the hidden meaning while groping around in the dark, tripping over chairs and bookcases in a desolate landscape. It is there, right in front of me - crystal clear - no map required and no interpreter necessary - 1 + 1 = 2 or is that 11?  No matter, I have the opportunity to benefit from the lessons by the fly.

You know how I've often said that I got to the edge of the cliff and jump - those times when I am cornered or when life is


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