Mistake
I must admit that I have often thought
Of leaving it all behind and letting everything go.
I was lost and alone, as I always am
So many people around me
Yet no one seems to care.
They say they understand and love me very much
But just when I trust to love, they forget and move on.
I held the knife so close
As the tears mixed with blood
Began to slowly fall
Like a foolish child, I cried.
Knowing that I could end it all now
Made my mind draw a blank
I put the knife away and tried to wipe the blood
That ran faster than I can describe.
I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for
I knew there was a reason for me being alone.