Where is my mind at?
And what do my thoughts convey?
Nothing that I can express in words I know how to say.
I am sad, I am lonely,
I am happy, I am free.
I am grounded and I grieve for what I thought I'd be.
I am lost, I am withered,
I have stability and strength,
Happiness seems transient with no apparent length.
I am joyful, I am thankful,
For time as yet unspent,
I am sorry, I am willing, if I'm wrong I will repent.
I am courageous, I am fearful,
I am talented, I am blind.
I search for resolution in resolve I cannot find.
I believe, yet I am frightened,
By all that I could be.
I am looking for a sign along a path I cannot see.
I am yearning for an answer,
To a question yet unasked,
I am searching for a phantom, waiting to be unmasked.
I am ancient, I am crumbling,
I am a tiny child,
I am bewildered and besotted
I am innocent and beguiled.
I have faith yet I'm a skeptic,
I care and yet I'm hard,
I am intelligent and capable,
I'm a survivor yet I'm scarred.
I'm a paradox, an enigma,
A puzzle to be solved.
I am blessed and I am grateful
I pray that I've evolved.
I am a rock, I am a mountain,
I am a bird who wants to fly,
I'm a river I'm a breeze,
I am a cloud up in the sky.
I am here, but I exist,
For only those who wish to see.
If I can be all these things,
Then why can't I be ME?.