Julia's Journal April 2010 Archives

Release – Aquamarine

I release what no longer service, and accept Universal abundance.

Take an inventory of your life and possessions, and prepare to release that which no longer fits who you are. Create a give-a-way ceremony in which you release those aspects of your life; giving away the energy of control, and allowing yourself to have faith that the Universe will use the energy to create what is in your highest good.

It’s a 10/1 day which is perfectly aligned to Aquarius’ essence. It is a day to release, relinquish and embrace the new.

The Moon is still lingering in the sign of Cancer and on her trek the skies she links lovingly with Venus, Jupiter and Uranus. What a pleasant transit?

Our Major Arcana card reading reveals the star, temperance and the Magician – so read what you want into that -keeping in mind that these readings are relevant to us as individuals.

Apologies and sweet intentions are the essence of the day. Aquamarine washes away any regret that may ebb in the harbour of your emotions. Mercury retrograde in Taurus insists upon apologies and careful consideration – end the outdated and embrace the new.

Love and Peace,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Personal truth – Amazonite

I express my personal truth and step onto the path of Spiritual Warrior.

Amazonite reminds us of the importance of expressing our personal truth through words and actions. If you live your life according to your truth, you will gain a sense of trust in yourself and your own motives. Your path of growth in this world will be clearer when you case living your life to please others.

Allow the frequency of Amazonite to resonate deep within your heart and throat chakra, stimulating the words and actions that are living within you!

It’s a number nine day of empowerment and resolution. The cycle is nearly over and it is time to count your blessings.

The Sun has moved from Aries into Taurus today. So, the focus of your energy will be slightly pragmatic instead of reactionary. I have recommitted to my goal of losing or re-assigning the weight I’ve put on recently. Ever since last Christmas I’ve struggled to stay focused on my weight loss path.

The New Moon in Aries secured a resolves which is determined and focused to shed the kilos that I’ve piled back on and to reach the goal I set for myself two years ago.

The Sun in Taurus lights up our second house of “my money”. Being aware of our cash and finances will also be a priority right now.

The Moon is in Cancer – so hiding out at home will be high on the agenda. On the other side of that it is important to have solid footing on our resources platform.

An overview of the Major Arcana reading for today ensures optimism, focus and strength to maintain the commitment for our goals. Committing and being focused sounds rather boring however in my experience I’ve felt that every little victory is a rush.

For example: if I say no to an offer for sweets then that is classed as a little victory. If I re-evaluate my performance and commitment to my goals at the end of the day then I feel proud that I’ve honoured my commitment to me. I’ve also found that numbers on a scale do not and should not dictate the mood of the day. It is the final goal that I am reaching for – long term satisfaction instead of short term gratification.

The Taurus Sun will support your month in your new astrological commitment for self improvement – take Amazonite o your journey and you will be assured of following the path of truth as a Spiritual Warrior.

Love, Peace and Passion,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Self knowledge Lapis Lazuli

I open to Divine understanding

This ally is an indication to you that a time of spiritual learning is at hand. This is a period of initiation to the “mysteries” of life and the workings of the Infinite.

Lapis indicates that you may need to do some soul searching. Are you living the life you would choose for yourself? Are your behaviours and creations matching who you know yourself to be? Take stock of your inner gifts, beliefs and desires; then ask for the energy of Lapis to aid you in manifesting your true potential on the Earth Plane.

The Moon is in Cancer which adds a homey feel to the day. People are more emotional and sensitive. Cancer is a water sign so drinking lots of water is a good way to overcome the Cancerian need to feed. On the other hand the Moon is in her native sign and she feels quite at home.

Mercury is now going backwards in Taurus so there could be confusion or a sense you are playing it again, Sam. If you are having a déjà moment it is quite likely that you have returned to this situation to gain insight or clarity. If this is the case then consider your first response. This is your key to unlock the mystery of the repeat offender/offence.

If for some reason you keep repeating the lesson then use this Mercury retrograde phase to reflect and make some plans to navigate the lesson.

In days gone by I use to dread Mercury retrograde phase – I would be terrified to make a decision or sign a contract and then I read that Yoko Ono Lennon would deliberately sign contracts in this phase as a way of ensuring that she could get out of the deal if she wanted to in the future. Then I considered – what an amazing cosmic exit clause!

It’s a number eight day so it’s back to business. Now get out of your dreamy meditative and reflective state and into the focused business power suit. Its time to prove your worth in the working world and show them what you’ve got!

In our morning reading the high Priestess is a calm wise figure who knows about life lessons. Yes, she’s learned the hard way but she willing to share them with the world. She is honest about her mistakes and loving in her moments of reflection. We can learn a great deal from her, can’t we?

Death creeps in like a dark stranger. The atmosphere goes cold and we are acutely aware of our vulnerability. It is a time of change and contemplation. The world is changing and we are uncertain of our current path.

Judgement is a welcome relief – no seriously. We are happy to shed the layers that no longer serve us. Saturn has bounced back into Virgo as a harsh reminder that there is some unfinished business to deal with. Don’t be afraid. The truth is painful but once the boil is lanced then we can begin to heal.

Lapis holds the rivers of gold we’ve dove into when we choose the path of self knowledge. We all have our individual lessons – friends and family play their parts in our movie but we have the starring role.

Divine Connection Amethyst

I am open to Divine Guidance

Be alert for opportunities, messages or signs that may indicate the direction of your Higher Self and highest guides are preparing for you. These signs come in the form of intuition, a hunch or a gut feeling.

Amethyst tells us that we are entering a state of Divine Connection. By opening to and acting upon guidance and intuition that we receive, we are cultivating a relationship with the Higher Mind.

The Moon is in Gemini today and the Sun is still in Aries (he moves out of Aries into Taurus in a couple of days).

Mercury goes retrograde today in Taurus. So wherever Taurus is in your chart there may be some revision to consider.

Mercury is in my fifth house of romance and creativity although I have Venus in Taurus in the sixth house (daily routine and health). Already I can see the pattern emerging and a strategy will be in place over the coming weeks.

My Lunar return changes today – I have a shift in priorities in my new chart. My Moon is in the sixth house and to add a little spice to that location, Gemini is my natal Moon so there could be a little emotional confusion in store or a preference for solitude.

It’s a brilliant and sunny Sunday. There are lots of positive aspects to enjoy. It is a number seven day so reflection and mediation should be considered. Take Amethyst with you while you connect with your Higher Self.

I have an Amethyst geode in my clinic and a clump on my bedside table. Quite often I wear Amethyst jewellery as it reminds me about the power of intuition.

The Tower represents challenges out of the blue. The card is ruled by Uranus the plant of surprises. This can be portend of your values being questioned or may be put under scrutiny or it can be a motivator to move out of your comfort zone. Whatever it is take it as another lesson – it seems to be less painful that way.

Death heralds the end. There may be mourning or it may come as pure relief. Whatever it is the new chapter will be much more suitable to where you need to be.

The Wheel of Fortune is the new phase. Don’t dilly dally – once the decision is made the gateway is flung opened and its time to step up and do what needs to be done. Liberate yourself from the shackles of discontent.

There are some important indicators to be considered with Mercury retrograde. I’ve mentioned them many times before such as not buying electrical items, try not to sign contracts and make sure you re-check arrangements. It is a time to review and go back over issues that may be a little tidy up before moving on!

Enjoy the dance!

Love, Peace and Bliss,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Insight – Azurite

I am guided to perceive the nature of reality.

Azurite guides us to utilise our insights to perceive the true nature of the situation. Sometimes our perception can be coloured by our experiences or our emotions.

In life we tend to overlook details or just skim the surface. Azurite encourages us to allow our intuition guide us. Azurite is telling us to become aware of the subtle levels of energy at work in the world. Open yourself to the guidance of this amazing crystal and follow your inner guidance on how to proceed.

Azurite acts as a spiritual flashlight – shinning its illumination and insight wherever you focus your attention.

The chakra is the fifth and I have a lovely clump of Azurite on my bed side table. Quite often I meditate with crystals at night before sleep or I have them in my clinic for healing rituals. Their energy infuses my life in so many ways and have done for most of my life.

It’s a number six day – practicalities reign along with responsibilities and commitment. It sounds rather boring doesn’t it? However the organise and focused project manager aspects of me love the number six day/month/year cycle. When you consider that after the chaotic energy of the five influences the six is calm and neutralises the frenetic energy of five.

It is nice and comforting to embroil yourself in the serenity of the six. While my Gemini Moon pushes me into a spontaneous and crazy creative space my Scorpio Sun and Saturn in Scorpio requires dedication and commitment to my goals – sort of like a structured mayhem.

I don’t know about you but I feel rejuvenated after the New Moon in Aries this week. I’ve come back from holidays (this time last week we boarded a plane from Christchurch) ready to shed the unwanted kilos and refocus on my health and well-being commitment. As well this commitment I have become the process of change to situations that are not bringing me joy.

The High Priestess counsels that moving from the dark to the light takes courage and conviction. The Lion Heart within roars in readiness of the move along the path. I am motivated to overcome the inertia of my regrets. Don’t linger and longer – it’s a waste of time and energy.

The goal is enlightenment and redemption – Temperance is the lighthouse way off in the distance. Take me higher and higher toward liberation and freedom from express and pain.

Our insight is guided by our internal compass. This compass is activated by external stimuli – crystals and intuitive insights. The subtleties of life and our environment influence our journey. The daily commitment to our goals reveal outcomes of decisions made, actions accomplished and a culmination of events that shape our tapestry. Imbue your tapestry with the rich hues of your experience and it will become the brilliant masterpiece you deserve.

Have a happy Gemini Moon day!

Love, Peace and Joy,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Prosperity – Garnet

Nice! Nice! I love the prosperity!

Affirmation: I receive abundance through all channels of the Universe.

Garnet reminds you to open your eyes to the bounty and prosperity that is being offered to you by the Universe. The Earth is a perfect vehicle for providing you with all that you need to survive and thrive in physical form.

When you accept the prosperity of the Universe, you are able to bear witness to the bounty of your birthright as a child of the Divine Creator.

It’s a number five day which offers changes. The tide is changing and the ground is shifting beneath your feet. It is a time to grab the rail and hold on or pin your ears back and head for home – or even a new direction if you are daring.

I’ve heard that we don’t receive any challenges or lessons that we can’t handle and to be honest with you – at times I’ve thought maybe I’m making more of this than I really need to? So, I’ve broken it down – stripped away the emotional and got to the core issue – what is really going on here? Life doesn’t have to be that hard!

A number five day can throw you lots of lightning bolts out of the blue. Don’t be daunted and fear not as they represent your next level of curriculum in this earth school.

The Moon rests and primps herself in this Taurean phase. Taurus is ruled by Venus and Genus adores the sensuality of life. Most Taureans are very tactile and are great healers – also they are responsive and great friends. Friday is a Venus ruled day so enjoy the sensual pleasures of the day but try not to over-indulge.

The Wheel of Fortune is the first picture of my subconscious. I know that there are changes on the horizon and these changes will seed my path. Bring them on, I say – I’m ready!

The Tower throws in the odd surprise – isn’t that worth the ride though. Life would be pretty boring if we were not challenged? Sometimes the surprises come in the form of another person’s agenda. Sure you can sit with your intuitive self and prepare although they are unexpected challenges – so try to keep your chin up and smile.

The Fool is fantastic – whatever happens he inspires us to leap forward and leave the crap behind. Take a nugget of garnet with you and wear your cosmic blinders – only see the bounty that the Universe has to offer. There is gold in there hills!

Have a blast today!

Love, Peace and Joy,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Spontaneity - Calcite

I create each moment as an expression of my deepest joy!

Now you know why I refer to these cards every day – they are such a delight and each message is invigorating.

Calcite is singing to the well spring of creativity within you. By tapping into the source of beauty within you experience moments of true creation.

When you get hung up on the daily grind Calcite reminds you of the true expression of beauty life can be.

Talking about releasing the trials of the daily grind – well, we’re having a sail installed across a small courtyard across in our backyard. This will offer shade in the summer and some protection from frosts in the winter. The sail will cover my little garden around my sleeping Buddha – which is lovely for him – means he can rest more easily.

I have calcite around my house, in places such as bookcases and shelves where there are dark spots. I also reach for calcite when I have a sore tummy or even a headache as it shifts blockages and bring little positive piezoelectric charges into the body (all very safe of course). These pulses infuse positive energy into the body.

The Moon is in Taurus today so practical solutions and pragmatic directions are the way forward. The Moon is in a stable phase and we can become quite disciplined in this earthy sign. It is a nice place to be after the erratic Arian period. Arians are great people to motivate us with their get up and go – but in the cycles of the Moon (emotions and socialisation) it is nice to take some time out to nurture ourselves in the Venusians influence.

It is a number four day where laying foundations for the future are a priority. After the thoughts and intellectual joisting of the number three energy; today is perfect for pegging out those foundations for your new framework.

The Moon offers creativity and loyalty to the creative process. I plan to read and give some feedback on a couple of scripts that was sent to me yesterday by a colleague. Even though this is not my work I am still staying true to my creative path.

The Sun is beaming through my window – new shapes and plans are in the wind. A diamond shape sail will soon adorn my little nook in the corner of my home offering shade and protection to my spiritual garden.

The Fool motivates me to get up and get moving – he has emerged from the cave all fired up and ready to make a mark on the world. Grab your calcite and feel the vibration – the electrical pulses will take you to a new facet in your life.

Love, Peace and Energy,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Journey Sodalite

I allow my inner voice to guide me on my path.

Sodalite is signalling you to begin a journey. It’s time to take stock of where you have been, where your choices have led you, and where you want to go. Each moment, each step on the journey, we have an opportunity to create ourselves as the person we truly want to be. Choose a direction, and allow Sodalite to guide you down the proper path.

It’s all about you baby! The New Moon in Aires is highlighting the importance of your – save yourself first and then go back for the others. There will be plenty of time for self-sacrifice.

I don’t normally promote being selfish but at this moment the cosmos is ripe for planting a crop of what you want. The wishes/seeds can be as individual as you are- this is the beginning and the actual moment of the astrological calendar for 2010 so happy new year!

It’s a number three day so short journeys and communications underpin the astrological theme. Three is also representative of Gemini so that comes with a lot of chatter and analytical processing. Use your mind to full advantage. Try not to use it against you – though. That means, don’t allow thoughts and fears creep in and rob you of your right for contentment.

The Empress groans and squats – her labour pains remind us of the mistakes we have made. Hand up anyone who hasn’t made a mistake? I know that we all do – admitting that you have is one step toward liberation – the next step is to forgive yourself.

The birth is indicative of a new phase don’t allow anyone to spoil your joy today. Don’t wallow in your fears and insecurities – it’s far more painful and a genuine was of a glorious moment in your life.

The Wheel of Fortune has all the bells and whistles of the fair ground. After the work is done take a ticket and step on the ride – sit back and coast for a while – you deserve it! The excursion to somewhere new and delightful will allow the wind in your hair to whisk you into a new frontier.

Judgement comes from making decisions and weighing up the consequences. Allow your commitment and choice to be the beacon of hope. Time is of essence here as Saturn reminds us that the click is ticking – with each breath we are closer to our grand finale.

Sodalite encourages your to begin a journey. The New Moon in Aires is the fire in your belly to begin anew – start fresh. The bounty of the number three inspires communication and as you rock back and forth building your momentum – give thanks for the lessons learned and the challenges you’ve overcome. Has it been worth it? Yes of course! Would you do it again? No way!

It’s just a jump to the left and a step to the right.

Peace, Love and Joy,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Evolution – Herderite

Affirmation: I allow my physical self to align with my Higher Self

Herderite asks us to align and acknowledge our part in the total evolution of humanity. Your choices and actions serve as the ripple effect in the pool of life. Herderite heralds a time of great change. And with the Aires New Moon tomorrow my focus will be on health and wellbeing (I know you all have y our individual priorities – so go for it!).

The Chakras are the seventh and the etheric who mean your thoughts are especially powerful at this time in regard to spiritual evolution.

The Sun and moon are in Aries again today, so there is energy to burn. The up side of that is we have lots of oomph to play with and accomplish tasks; the down side is that some people may not choose to use this power wisely and there could be an emotional spill over. On days like these I like to take long power walks and explore the natural world. Tomorrow there is a New Moon so taking a step on a new path might be a unique way to consider your future direction.

It’s an 11/2 day which equates to a master number day. This number has a public and private feel to the day. The number two energy is focused on collaboration or agreement whereas the 11 energy is more persistent toward your relationship with the world.

The sojourn into the subconscious reveals and array of mysticism – beginning with the wheel of fortune. The wheel of fortune is an indicator that there is change for the better. The luck of the wheel depends upon your effort+intention. How can this Jupiterean influence benefit you and your life?

Strength portends courage required to move out of your comfort zone and fly. Don’t be held back with the fear of the unknown step forward on the edge and take a leap into the unknown – it won’t hurt a bit – promise?

The star is brilliant. Have you ever seen a dull star? Well Venus is our guiding light for love and beauty and she sparkles on high – especially for us tonight. I’m not disappointed or afraid to be vulnerable or naive – I am just immensely pleased to be me!

The crystal energy today supports change. The cosmic influences are intense and driven – the relationship with yourself is changing or being re-negotiated – take yourself out into nature and walk toward a new you! That’s what I will be doing today- so see you out there!

Love, Peace and Action,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Manifestation – citrine

I create in harmony with the Divine Will!

Citrine is a crystal we all should carry in our wallets. It is the crystal of abundance. Some metaphysicians suggest that it is the “merchant’s stone” and that people with their own business should place citrine in the cash register.

In Feng Shui the career corner or business wall is an appropriate space to place citrine in our homes and work space (especially in your home office). This corner is the right hand back corner of the room (as you face the room from the doorway).

The chakra for citrine is the navel and solar plexus. This position makes sense when you consider that this area of the body was our original connection or source of life (the umbilicus). Citrine is yellow/orange in colour and is a native crystal for Leos.

Yellow, orange and gold must be the colour of the day as I reached for a pashmena this morning I intuitively grabbed this colour. It is very rich and definitely mirrors the colours of citrine. Citrine is primarily the crystal of creation. And after our purification yesterday it is the perfect way to start a new week.

The moon is merely a tiny slither in the sky as she prepares for the dark phase. This phase reminds me of one my fav. albums, “Dark side of the Moon,” by Pink Floyd. I wonder if they were attuned to the cycles of the Moon and realised that we are about to enter the most fertile phase? Today is a good day to think about your wish list in preparation for the New Moon on Wednesday. We will talk more about that tomorrow.

Speaking of the cycles of the Moon – she is now in her most impetus and impulsive and most definitely dynamic phase – Aries. And so we begin. The Sun is in Aries too so this has the potential to be a power-packed start to the new week.

It’s a 10/1 day so shake off that crap and move on – what else can I say? And what else needs to be ended? Come on let’s start fresh together? I’m sure that no matter what hemisphere you are in you are picking up the vibe of the season and are about to align your thoughts and behaviours with a fresh perspective.

The Major Arcana spread for the day reveals unsullied paths. Strength is the symbol of courage and taming the fears of moving forward. The Sun is growing in streams of abundance – good food – music and joyous experiences. Bring them on – I say!

The Fool is my mentor as he emerges from the cave. The shackles of outworn expectations disappear and fall by the way-side. Travel light – it’ll be alright! Open your eyes to the magic of the Universe and you will be guided by the Divine light.

Citrine suggests that we clarify what we want to manifest. Remember the lists we wrote to Santa as a child? Well, the Universe is like Santa without the red suit. So, pull out that pen and paper and scribe to your hearts content.

Allow yourself to be a channel for good – peace and harmony. As you find peace in your heart it will vibrate into your family – as you find peace in the family it will vibrate out into your neighbourhood – if you find peace in your neighbourhood it will vibrate into your city and so on the world is at peace.

So be it!

Love, Peace and Harmony,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Purification – Black Tourmaline

We are going to enter a new phase of esoteric exploration. Each day I will choose a crystal and highlight the meaning and share the appropriate affirmation.

Crystals are an important part of my life (they have been for many years). Their healing energy is ever-present with jewellery and strategically placed rocks around my home and work space. I won’t go into where and why they are located (at this stage) instead offer you some insight into their healing potential for you in your life.

My source of knowledge and information is from a book and cards. I’ve had this set for many years. The set is called: The Crystal Ally Cards: The Crystal Path to Self Knowledge. The author and artist are: Naisha Ahsian. I would like to promote this set and suggest you buy your own copy for future fun and wisdom. The publisher is Heaven and Earth Publishing at East Montpelier Vermont (one of my favourite places on the planet).

The text and illustration are copyright © 1995 by Naisha so I don’t wish to disrespect her creativity and hard work but rather promote her work via my column. It is a great book and the cards are very realistic representations of the earth’s bounty. Thank you for sharing your amazing gift with the world, Naisha – I hope that you are living a loving and abundant life.

Our first card on this healing alchemy is Black Tourmaline which promotes purification. This is a very grounding crystal and assists with releasing patterns of behaviour which have outworn their usefulness. It is a grounding stone so if you’ve been out of balance or a little flighty it will encourage you to be centred and focused. I have my black tourmaline on my computer – it is good for releasing any negativity energy and transforming it into positive.

The affirmation is: my energy is free from outside influences. I am centred and clear.

It never ceases to amaze me how our subconscious is a magnet for the perfect messages coming to us at the right time. In choosing this card this morning I shuffled the cards and dove into the pack. The reason why this card is appropriate today is that I’ve just returned from a two week holiday to the south island of New Zealand (a short travel log will be published via the perspective of the Green Back Pack: http://www.jestacom.biz/newsite/ezine/green_backpack_adventures.htm) in the coming weeks so watch his page.

Yesterday morning I wrote and published my column in Christchurch just prior to our departure and this morning I am back in Canberra.

Travelling and unpacking is always a frenetic experience for me – I don’t mind travelling for pleasure (actually I love it!) or sight seeing but the return home always seems to be exhausting and somewhat tiresome. You know the lining up in airline queues, the rushing about of chaotic travellers and then when you get home the unpacking, washing and then the preparation for the return to work. Is it hectic or what? So as you can see the black tourmaline which was intuitively chosen is the perfect crystal to remind me to be grounded.

It’s a number nine day – conclusions and resolutions. The return to Australia was uneventful and yet I carried a feeling of being grateful throughout the journey. I considered how fortunate we are to be able to travel so far so quickly and the view from the clouds was uplifting and inspiring.

Now let’s see what else has been lurking in my subconscious. The Sun shines optimism and offers regrowth. Strangely my focus seems to be on a tiny cherub hiding in the undergrowth of the rose garden. His face is pure and innocent and filled with anticipation – what’s in store?

From the innocence of the cherubs to the austere presence of the Devil it’s like an esoteric paradox. The Devil never concerns me with his presence in my readings. He is a Capricorn card which primarily represents career and or business. He also reminds us of the elation we feel when we are liberated from oppression.

The Wheel of Fortune is a change in destiny. The wheel is spinning and the tone is set to leave behind the irrelevant details of the past and stand refreshed and renewed for the future.

So be it!

Love, Peace and Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Trust your intuition

The Moon enters Pisces at 2:47pm AEST today. This is an impetus for us to trust our intuition; bask in a sea of spirituality and escape into our creativity. After all it is the weekend and the way I look at it is that Monday the Moon will be in Aries and it will be business as usual (at full throttle). Enjoy the relaxed energies of the Piscean phase while you can.

It is a number eight day. Did I ever tell you that eight is my favourite number? Well it is! I love eight for lots of reasons but mostly because eight represents two circles constantly striving for balance and harmony. This energy fits nicely with the theme of my life. Anyhow, today is that day to strive for peace and harmony too!

As a spiritual counselor I rely on the guidance of my intuition. Some people call it a sixth sense and others just fly by the seat of their fate. From the time I was a little girl I knew that I could see things; I could sense things and definitely know things. This aspect of my personae has been a blessed gift as well as an invasion into my sense of self and at times very frustrating.

I believe that we all have the ability to se, feel and or hear guidance. Some famous psychics receive their messages in dream state. I have dreamed events but I find that these predictions can be somewhat unreliable. In my experience dreams come into three different categories: fear dumping dreams, processing dreams and finally the prophecy dreams So unless you dream the same dream constantly and it even replays in your waking life then I normally compartmentalize the dream into processing or fear dumping.

However, I don’t think that our dreams should be ignored. I have a journal and I write the dreams down. Dreams usually come to me as symbols. If the symbols keep appearing then I categories them and if the same symbols keep appearing in my daily life then I pay particular attention and start following the esoteric breadcrumbs.

In my life I’ve been through phases where I have chosen to close off the channel as I’ve felt that it was far too invasive into my “normal life”. My mentor maintained that we still must live and function in the real world and I’ve found this to be true. I have encountered many people who have dallied far too long in metaphysics and this is a seductive path which usually ends up as a confusing round-a-bout. I am confident that this notion of balance and perspective keeps me relatively grounded and accomplishing goals and achieving my dreams.

So even though the Moon is in Pisces and this is encouraging for us to waft into dream land or down the river of metaphysical splendor we still must stay grounded in reality – don’t you agree?

Judgment is our first card of the day. Saturn suggests that shedding the fears and worn out behaviours will take you a little closer to your truth. The Moon is entering the dark and fertile phase and this will be the time to plant your seeds for future crops.

The wise hermit guide reminds us to maintain our footing in a word of expectations and reality checks.

Whereas, Temperance takes us higher toward our philosophical truths an encourages us to share our wisdom, lessons and love with the world.

So be it!

Love, Peace and Harmony,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Let it be!

In this journal I constantly scribe about the importance of transformation. My anthem is mostly focused on the premise of, “Let it go!” Today under the influence of the number seven day I’ve woken up with the internal message of, “Let it be!”

I can hear Paul McCartney sing to me – it’s really nice to his voice in the stillness of the morning. Sitting at the piano, looking very soulful and singing words of wisdom – let it be.

The Aquarius moon is a mover and a shaker and of course the Aries sun is jam-packed with fire and brimstone. So let it be does not really sit with the cosmic energy of the day. You know what though, sometimes when everyone else is losing their heads it is nice to sit in the centre of the storm and just breathe.

I often think of my grandmother, Mary Elizabeth Crawford and her gentle coaxing of, “it too shall pass”. In times of stress and chaos her gentle voice filters through my consciousness and I can hear her whisper encouragement for a state of calm.

And that is how I choose to feel today – calm, resolute and allow the flow of the day wash over me.

My subconscious tells a different story however.

The Fool heralds a fresh phase of youthful exuberance and new beginnings. I guess I feel rejuvenated and relaxed. Sleep has been like being in a power coma with time out from the daily push to get things done

The high priestess is calm and confident. The worst is over and she is not concerned about going back. She knows that things will never be the same again – she is different and that is all that matters.

The hanged man encourages me to go with the flow – dream a little dream and don’t hold on to what is not important or relevant to your future. The exquisite moment of now is a gift – the future is an empty box – fill it with your desires.

The sun is filled with optimism and joy- there is a golden light within you – share it with the world and you will attract the abundance of unlimited joy.

I suppose even while we are standing still or floating aimlessly on the tree of life we are still moving in centrifugal motion.

Let it be and let love be the centre of your life!

So be it!

Love, Peace and Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

If I could turn back time – why?

Pluto started his retrograde motion yesterday. This means it is time to clear the deadwood from our lives. If you know where Pluto is holding court in your transit it will give you an idea of how this regression will impact on you.

For me, he is at the top of my chart in the ninth house of philosophy, higher learning and long distance travel. Therefore it is time to revisit that part of my life and shake the tree and see what falls out.

Saturn moves back into Virgo today. This is an opportunity for us to demonstrate lessons learned. It is also a time to revisit your Saturnian aspects e.g. commitment, responsibility and here’s that word again, ‘patience’. If there are a loose ends lingering in your life then Chronos will ask you to pick up your knitting needles and knit 1; purl 1 to tidy them up.

Talk about commitment and responsibility – it is a number six day and this energy feeds nicely into the Saturn focus. The time is ripe for digging into your chores or pick up that dreaded ‘to do’ list and begin ticking off your tasks.

I read in the news today that Dawn French’s marriage has broken down. This makes me sad. Dawn is a Libra and Saturn has just left her for a short break but has asked her to revisit some of the lessons of the past. This is a sad and painful phase and will send her lots of love and healing. I’ve been there and this phase seems pretty grim. There is a light and there is love with the support of family and friends. My wish is that Dawn heals and comes back even stronger.

The Moon is in Aquarius and it is a perfect day for friends, associations and social networking. The Sun is in Aries which represents the individual and Aquarius highlights the importance of humanity. So it is a good time to review your position in the global village.

Strength is raw courage and the ability to overcome your fears. This is the perfect card for Dawn as she moves into a new phase.

Hermit is cautious and yet very determined in his stride as he moves along the rocky path of life.

Death is the end. This reality brings tears and fears. It is the end of a phase and the acknowledgement that you can never go back.

The High Priestess is poised and dignified. She knows what it is like to grieve and leave behind the remnants of her soul.

In the darkness of regret and sadness you will be reborn. Shed the layers of irrelevant circumstances and step boldly into the world as an initiate.

Peace, Love and Healing,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Changes – again!

There is a stirring within and I can feel the changes taking place. Easter has bought about certain realizations of where I am and how that sits with whom I am; and most importantly where I want to be.

This is not a unique position for me as I’ve recognized transformation throughout my life and the subtleties of change stirring within. At this stage my intuition is piqued and I feel that there is no going back.

Serenity washes over me and the masks of ambiguity slip from my face. I tend to be a deep pool of intense passion and discernment masked in a face of compliance. I’ve been accused of not having anything of value to contribute – I silently mock their arrogance as it is apparent that they don’t really know me nor have the good manners to keep their mouths shut for ne second. Just one moment or long enough to take a breath – be quiet and allow another person the opportunity to blink and think; to add a word or a phrase so that they may validate their existence. The balance of power is shifting – the volcanic eruptions are stirring – Pele wants to come out and play.

And yet as my eyes scale the mountains and fjords I sink into nothingness and realise just how insignificant I am. I am a tiny speck – a grain of sand in the grandiose scheme of brilliance and un-scalable cliffs of mother earth.

My heart pounds and the earthly healing chants begin – the guttural war songs push the nightmares and fears from my veins and my blood pumps love, peace and harmony – I have discovered contentment in a strange and foreign land.

The tears begin to swell in my eyes and I know I am up for a surge – my heart beats loud and strong combining with the rhythmic throng – drums, painted warriors and unexplored landscapes capture my soul and twirl it into the air.

I take a step and let go – floating to the ground like an autumn leaf to the earth below. Living has just begun – existence and the masks of my fears slip from my grey stare – I am reborn in the cradle of Gaia – swaddled in the love of volcanic eruptions and warmed by the lava filled passion and desire.

It’s a number five day – the Moon is in Aquarius – share your love with humanity and you will discover the deep ravines of your soul.

Pan walks the earth creating forests and summoning up nature. The Chariot pulls me toward a new and brilliant destiny. The Hierophant has healed his tormented soul in the cave of contentment.

So be it!

Love, Peace and Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

The Lakehouse

Last night I watched the movie, the Lakehouse. The actors were passionate and believable however the story line a little on the fantastic side. Well, the plot was more fantasy than realistic. Despite the unrealistic plot the dreamer within was sated.

There is no room for fantasy with the Capricorn. I’m not saying that Capricorns are not visionaries but their footprints are more pragmatic than whimsical. The Sun is in Aries and adds the fire in the belly to our momentum pushing us forward past the boundaries of our beliefs.

The Empress strides in pregnant with potential for a new chapter. We are ready for the labour – we’ve been here before – the pain of fear is overcome with the realization of the sublime benefice. Take a chance on change and you’ll be rewarded. Stay where you are and you’ll keep getting what you’ve got.

The chariots toots – twice – get on board and hold on – your ticket is punched and you know where you want to go! Don’t be fooled by the detours – you’ll get to your destination in the perfect time. Okay – anywhere but here? Are you sure? That’s not good enough – where’s your map? Where is the plan? I know the goal posts keep shifting but that’s half the fun!

The Lovers meet at the Lakehouse. The glass walls reveal the beauty of their relationship – transparent and pure. They shine their love out into the world to see them is awe-inspiring and uplifting in the doom and gloom of nothingness.

They live in a fish bowl. You can witness the courage it takes to be brave in the face of adversity. It’s not all kisses and lovey-dovey it takes persistence; dedication; loyalty and resilience – did anyone mention risk? The sweetest victory lies in the lovers embrace after you’ve traversed the steepest cliff of your fears.

It’s a number three day of communication, short journeys, siblings and mental gymnastics. In our minds the magician lurks creating the encyclopedia of our existence. Life creates the curve balls but we possess the master stroke and bat.

Slog it out of the park or tap it down the gulley but don’t get lost in the roar of the crowd. Only take your greatest supporters – the rest of the flock is irrelevant – they’re merely lambs to the slaughter – prepared to follow the move down the chute.

Step out from the flock and be the brightest lamb you can be! Don’t wait until the colours of your creation fade in the sunset. Wear the colours of your soul on the outside and you will dazzle the crowd with your brilliance and daring.

Love, Peace and Happiness,
And that’s the way it should be!

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Happy Easter

It’s Easter Sunday and there are millions of children out for an Easter egg hunt. I’m not into the whole search and rescue game; as a matter of fact I’m not really into Easter eggs for that matter. I’d rather consume rich dark creamy chocolate. However, if it doesn’t come my way then I don’t bother looking for it. My weakness at this time of year reaches toward warm Easter buns with lashings of butter – yum. Whatever your weakness for food this season we shouldn’t ignore the spiritual or religious meaning.

For me, Easter is a time of rebirth. The Sun in Aries is the beginning of the astrological calendar. It’s like New Year all over again. If you’ve allowed your resolutions to lag; you can revisit them and recommit.

Today the moon is in Sagittarius. Sadge rules the ninth house of long distance travel, higher learning and philosophical perspectives and of course, religion resides in this house too. My Moon and Jupiter are in Gemini in this house and that is why I love to travel, study, learn and communicate – fits nicely don’t you think?

I’ve learned that we can’t escape the elements of our natal chart. Of course we have free will but our destiny always seems to infiltrate the natal chart and emerge as a relevant road back to you.

The Wheel of Fortune has fate on a plate as it emerges as the first card of the day. Angels and guides whisper into our subconscious as we traverse the rocky outcrops of our daily lives. Watch for falling rocks and don’t be fooled by the babbling brook. The water may look crystal clear but the strange organisms lurk in microscopic hidey-holes.

Drink cautiously and tread wises is the message of our hermit guide. The golden light shines on our every step as we move along the path for another day.

The magician harks in with a promise of creation. Don’t accept the plan – throw it over your shoulder and start again. Order up your right to be the creator of your destiny; with a turn to the left and a twist to the right pick up your wand and challenge the beast of regret. Overcome your fear and move forward with the mantra you love to heart. It’s your sacred anthem and the stirring chords play an exquisite tune in your soul. It’s your life – you do it right for you, My Dear.

Enjoy your Easter Sunday in whatever way you choose!

Love, Peace and Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Pay it forward

Last night I watched the movie, “Pay it forward”. Over the years people have recommended that I see this move as it aligns with a lot of my personal philosophies. Up until last night I’ve not had the opportunity to see the movie. I had always believed that the movie would come to me I the perfect time and I guess that time arrived last night.

I loved the movie. The actors were great, the story fantastic d the philosophy – wonderful – brilliant but the sad ending made me wonder – why do we have to lose someone before we realise how important that person is in our lives or how deep our emotional wells can run. I was a little disappointed with the ending. I guess I prefer a happy ending.

Last night I had a nightmare – it as dark and shook me out of sleep. I don’t like the invasion into my mind and heart. I can’t verbalise the message or give credibility to the symbolic interventions. I’m pleased that the darkness has passed – that I am awake – it is Saturday and the night is over.

It’s a 10/1 day and you know what that means? Endings and beginnings – yeah! Bring those dysfunctional habits and issues to an end. Or choose to do something entirely different? Maybe we can kick start a movement by paying it forward. The story suggests that you pay an act of kindness; something big; something meaningful or life changing.

My suggestion is that we turn that around just a little and try lots of small acts every day until we feel a sense of pride in ourselves. These little grabs of energy will envelope us and in return make us feel alive an excited to be part of the human race.

I’ve suggested this before – things like smiling at a stranger, drop a little loose change in a poor man’s pot, give blood, clean out your closets and give quality items to those less fortunate etc. Why limit these acts to three (as in the movie) as our potentials are endless and our choices to extend ourselves reach to infinity and beyond.

The Sun emerges as the bright spark in a new day of possibility. The joy; the laughter and a sprinkling of fun is on the way. The moon holds the deep pools of wisdom and today she moves into the philosophical and wise sign of Sagittarius. This sign offers a guiding light to unexplored destinations for our soul. The world is the place where our dreams, motives and choices are realised. Weed out the grubs from the garland of plenty and your crop will sustain you forever. It’s a brilliant new day and a fresh phase to start an innovative way of living your truth.

What direction will you take?

Love, Peace, Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Good Friday 2010

The Moon in Scorpio has an intensity that rattles even the calmest demeanor. It’s Good Friday and most people are enroute to some holiday destination. In Oz, this long weekend seems to hold the appeal as the last summer retreat before winter creeps in and kidnaps us; holding us captive in our homes over winter.

It’s a number nine day of empowerment and conclusion. We’ve had two number nine days this week suggesting that there have been some endings and conclusions. If you’ve chosen to leave something behind I hope the next step takes you toward something even more remarkable.

The morning light calls just beyond the ride. It’s April and Easter time bids us hullo. I’ve had time to exploit my creative self and I feel satisfied and possibly a touch greedy. You know that smile you get when you’ve digested a sumptuous feast? Well I am rubbing my tummy and wearing that satisfied smirk.

Being alone in my thoughts and allowing the conscious stream of images and dialogue flow through my mind does wonders with the desire to reconnect with my inner muse. I like her – she takes me places that I never thought possible in the pragmatic place of “reality station”.

Temperance takes me beyond the internal meanderings of a selfish woman and toward the philosophical horizon of a sage in training. You can’t buy a ticket until you’ve earned the ride. Life can be rife with challenges and steep descents – there is no light until you look within and explore the dark – touching, fingering the deep crevices of a discontented soul.

Optimism takes me beyond the ridge of my disillusionment. I am illuminated in the beauty of the Angel of liberation.

Hermes opens the trapdoor between reality and possibility. Acceptance is giving up and allowing you to wallow in the circumstances of others control. That is not suitable for a magician to dwell. Pick up your wand and create a world of love and creativity – you have all of the tools available – just pick one up.

Prometheus leads a lonely life – hanging upside down on the tree of life. His eyes drop downward as he sacrifices his right to be mortal. It’s for us, you know? He chooses to give up his happiness so that we can touch the chalice of love and drink the ambrosia. Drink it Freddie; drink it!

The clouds are soft pink draped exquisitely across a powder blue sky. I’m indulged in the right to express my inner quest and now it is time to conquer the fears of my daily dragons. The greatest loss of all is to waste a minute; don’t you think?

Peace, Love and Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

April Fool’s Day 2010 don’t mess with me you fool!

A pinch and a punch for the first day of the month. It’s April Fool’s day and the Moon is in Scorpio. May I suggest that it’s not a day to push the boundaries on April Fool’s day? Scorps love to have fun – just like any other sign but they don’t like to be made a fool. Go on have your fun but don’t go over the top.

It’s a number eight day – 1+4+3 = 8 which suggests balance and harmony so if it is in your nature to allow the pixies to run riot then make sure you offer love and tenderness too.

The Magician is the first card out this morning. Hermes, the magician was renowned for his abilities of walking between both worlds – h was also a masterful trickster. He offers us all of the tools necessary to carve out a magical destiny. This makes for an interesting formula on such a sparkly day.

The Moon represents our emotions and how we socialize. We are constantly listening to our intuition (aren’t we?). Guidance comes from dreams and our creative urges born within the deep pools of our subconscious drives. Listen to your dreams and allow the prompts to move you in the direction of your destiny.

It was my father’s birthday today. He came to me in a dream last night and reminded me to stay true to my dreams. I will honor his memory and his guidance by pursuing the commitments I’ve made t myself many years ago.

The final card – ironically is the Fool. How appropriate is that? The Fool reminds us of the importance of lay and fun. He is the fresh faced enthusiastic young aspects of us emerging from the darkness of the cave. We have been through all of the trials and tribulations of the previous phase and now we are about to embark on a new and exciting cycle. There are no expectations and no preconceived notions of what should happen or when.

It’s a new month. March has had its challenges. And in some respects it was a long month due to the two full moons and one new moon.

April offers Easter (this weekend) a time of rebirth and celebration (and a few holidays in between). In Australia it is autumn and we are preparing for the winter. In the northern hemisphere the snow is defrosting and spring has arrived. Summer is on the way and all of the promises of warmth and love are captured in the coaxing of a summer breeze.

Wherever you are in the world I hope you find the magic in the moment.

Love, Peace and Happiness,

Julia Ashton-Sayers