Julia's Journals May 2010 Ezine Archive

Courage Bloodstone

I have courage to act upon my inner guidance.

The physical world is a school, a play that we are acting with the others around us. At any time we can rewrite or sometimes fear of censure, fear of loss or fear of failure can keep you from following your dreams.

Bloodstone has come to lend you courage so that you can hear the direction of your heart calls from, and take your first steps toward it. Bloodstone walks beside you as you step foot upon your path as a spiritual warrior.

The Sun has moved into chatty Gemini today. And the Moon is in Virgo. Both signs are ruled by Mercury – planet of communication. These connections will increase the poetical for discussions and intellectualizations of current issues. It’s a fine time to sort out issues that have been plaguing you over the past weeks. I always find these moments refreshing as long as we don’t play too long in the mental gymnastics.

It’s an 11/2 day which opens the door to negotiations and discussions. It is a good time to enter into contracts with someone. I find that it’s also a time to set up a new agreement with you – make a promise or commitment to a just cause.

The Magician is a shimmering vision on a dark and dowdy canvas. His light facilitates the spark of inspiration that light the fire of passion. If you are not happy with your current situation then he will provide the concepts of change and present them as flashes of brilliance on your canvas.

Justice seems to be hovering in our morning sojourn into the subconscious story-board. Athene demands fairness and truth and she is unrelenting in her pursuit of retribution.

The Emperor is the commanding force of integrity and desire. His presence is all encompassing. On top of Mount Olympus he resides. His reach however extends to every more mortal struggling to survive around the world.

It takes courage to stand your ground and to defend what you hold as the essential part of who you are. Have you drifted from your path? Are you moving with the flock instead of being true to your ideals? Bloodstone will give you the courage to stay true to you! Is there anything more important?

Love, Peace and Emancipation,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Intention – Topaz

I intend to manifest joy!

We can willfully misuse our intention by attempting to mislead others about our wishes. When we do this we shut out the Divine Light of creation, resulting in confusion and unpleasant manifestations. Unconscious misuse of intention occurs when we have deep feelings of unworthiness and a lack of self love. When this is the situation we create experiences that prove our own self-abusive attitudes.

The Moon is in Leo and Venus moves into Cancer today. This is a lovely interlude of romance and healing. The Sun is lingering in the final stages of Taurus and pants in anticipation just before he moves into Gemini tomorrow.

It’s a 10/1 day with endings and beginnings high on the agenda. Today is a perfect day for bringing situations and issues to an end. One door closes and another one opens or so they say. I embrace the new numerological cycle with a positive and focused intention.

Justice augurs a period of negotiations. Contracts usually come under scrutiny with this card in our morning reading. Fair and equitable parley ensure a win/win for both parties. On the other side of that the sword of discernment hangs over the debate and injustice pierces the heart and tortures the bravest of souls.

Have you been accused of something you’ve not done or had your impeccable work ethic questioned? Well, Justice promises balance and a cool clear thought process to resolve the injustices that plague our lives and rob us of the contentment we deserve.

The Hermit is deliberate and cautious in his journey. While this can be viewed as procrastination it is simply a purposeful gait that takes us through the virtual landmines of our road to success. Don’t be pushed along your path – take your time and do what is right for you!

The Tower represents your ideals and beliefs – it is the structure of your existence. Hold true to what you believe in and don’t waiver from your purest motivation. The lightning bolts from the mob may make you feel unbalanced but don’t give in to the negativity and barbs.

The Star is about hope and promise. She has seen it all – the good; the bad; and the darn ugly. Her focus is on the golden elixir flowing from the jug of creation. There is no time for buying into the cracks in the pitcher of promise.

At the end of the cycle it is time to stop and catch your breath. What is your intention for the next phase? Take golden Topaz with you and make it the most brilliant chapter ever!

Love, Peace and Intention,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Transformation – Moldavite

I allow the power of Light to transform my life.

You may experience a falling away of relationships, jobs securities and situations. Anything that does not serve your ultimate pathway may go spinning off into space, leaving you transformed.

Moldavite has purgative effects which can leave you feeling like you’ve been through the ringer, but it’s truly a stone that indicates change for the better. It has a beautiful and extremely powerful and high vibration which creates a resonance with Universal understanding and creation.

We are coming to the end of another numerological cycle with a number nine day. By this stage the energy of the phase has built a platform of experiences and we must feel empowered or at least a little more knowledgeable. Life lessons come to us in sweet dreamy-like experiences and conversely dastardly demon-enhanced lessons.

The darkness builds within and we must take them with a grain of philosophical sugar. In my view the dark or painful lessons are like gems forming under the pressure of oppression. At the end of this phase or connection I intend to walk away this gem in my hand. Or, perhaps a pearl of wisdom.

Let’s look at pearls then. A grain of sand lands in an oyster. Over time and with a great deal of irritation a pearl is formed and we proudly hang them from our ears or toggle them around our neck.

The Moon is in her most regal aspect today. Leo loves to wear the jewels of experience. Proud and determined Leos are an inspiration to all of us. I’m extremely fortunate in that I have a pride of Leos who drift in and out of my life. These loving legions of loyal friends and family are such an asset. You see, fire is pretty absent in my chart and I crave their energy to inspire me from time to time.

The Chariot has a blustery ride on the highway of life. At the crossroads we stop and ask for directions – which way will I go? We have the reigns you know? It’s up to us to choose.

The Hermit counsels prudence and wise navigation of the rocky road ahead. Sometimes it’s all about timing and other times it’s about not getting in too deep.

The Empress heralds a new phase of growth. She whispers love, patience and kindness – be gentle with yourself during this time of change.

Transforming your life takes time and can be painful. Breaking habits requires dedication love and forgiveness. The metamorphoses have begun – be a friend to you and give yourself time to heal the wounds of change.

Love, Peace and Healing,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Will – Malachite

I am in balance with the Universe and its will.

The force of the will is one of the crucial energies that we use in creating our reality. We can either maintain a victim role by allowing others to be our pawns of action, or we can take a creator’s role and recognise how we are applying our will o create our experiences.

Seek the path of balance and right use of will, and the Universe will guide you to resolution that is for our highest good. When you resonate with the energy of Malachite, its vibration will clear the influence from your creations, allowing you to manifest the will of the Universe.

Balance seems to be the key theme today with the influence of the number eight energy. Eight is excellent for achieving constant flow of positive energy and swirling it around your life. Positive is as positive does.

Justice is the first card in our morning reading. Finding a balance between right and wrong; good and bad is the mission statement for Athena.

Prometheus encourages us to go with the flow – don’t force situations as they will come to fruition in their perfect time. The Hanged Man represents voluntary sacrifice – what are you prepared to let go of to reach your desired outcomes?

Hierophant is a wise, patient and kind healer. Remember, as you guide others toward a healing destination you too, will be healed. I’ve experienced it many times in my life. In moments of sadness and grief I have reached out to others and supported them through their trials. The unexpected gift has been enlightening – I, too have become healed.

The Moon is still lingering in the sign of the crab. This moon phase brings out the nurturing mother within us all. Cancerians are sensitive and emotional people who don’t particularly like confrontation. Their shells are tough but the softness resides behind the claws and pinchers. As a Scorpio, I’ve never underestimated the will of a Cancerian. Sure, elementally speaking there are some compatibility between us however if we find ourselves on the opposite sides of an argument then it becomes a battle of wills.

Which brings me to Malachite – what more do you need than to stand your ground in the face of adversity? How do you become resilient to the daily rituals and trials in your classroom? Seek the force of truth and you will overcome.

Love, Peace and Truth,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Love – Rose Quartz

Oh! Goody! I give love, I live love, and I am love!

Only love can heal your life and your creations. Perhaps you need to focus upon your love of self in order to gather the inner strength you need to take the next step forward. Perhaps you are harbouring old resentment and or anger that are keeping you stuck in your current position.

Open your heart and listen to its soft direction. Allow yourself to move with the healing waters of emotion. The trusting heart will be carried to its perfect destination.

Chakra – heart – of course!

Inner reflection is on the menu for a number seven day. While there are strong links to change-makers it’s a wise move to go deep within to really consider your motives for change.

Have you been oppressed, misunderstood or just plain unhappy with your situation? Well, the force of the cosmos this week offers liberation with a capital E (for Exit).

Today could be a little tense but what falls out of the cosmic cauldron will be insightful.

I’m excited about these alignments as the potential for movement is escalating. This of course paves the way for some serious life enhancing experiences.

The first three cards out today are The Moon; The Sun and the Hanged Man – yawn! I drew one more card to honour this luscious Saturn and Venus alignment. The card is representative of our infamous friend, Hermes, The Magician. Why have I done this? Because I like you! No, really I do! Plus, we’ve all being hashing and rehashing over the Moon and the Sun and I am over the Hanged Man looking sour drooping on the tree of life.

The Magician on the other hand, has a wand that is legendary and the tools of the trade are beyond our imagination. That’s the meaning of this day – unlimited potential coated in unrestricted visions. And just to back that up we all possess the tools of the trade to move us forward – yeehaa!

The Moon is in her native sign of Cancer. Cancer rules the fourth house of home and family, cooked meals, emotions and mother. My concern with Venus and Jupiter link on the horizon is that we may be seduced into the cycle of self-abuse by over-indulging in sugary treats or carbohydrate feasts. It’s easy to do. I know his to be true. Perhaps Saturn will rescue us from ourselves? Or we can snuggle with our rose quartz and become reacquainted with our true essence of human-esq devotion – unconditional love.

Throughout my weight loss journey my perception of food has shifted. Now I regard food as medicine and I nurture my body with unconditional love. Rose Quartz facilitates this healing energy toward our hearts, mind and bodies.

Love, Peace and Healing,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Clarity Clear Quartz

I am clear in my thought, intent and desire. I reflect the clarity of the Divine mind.

Clear quartz assists in clarifying our choices. Clear quartz signals a time of deeper understanding of our path. Open yourself to the Divine Light and allow your future to unfold.

This crystal is the perfect ally to reach for after this recent period of confusion (Mercury retrograde). Venus and Jupiter and Venus and Saturn provide a push-me; pull-me relationship above. May I suggest that you direct your focus more toward creating the abundance and flow from Jupiter rather than focusing on the restriction of Saturn?

The caution of the number six day is to be responsible for your intentions. You know I’ve often wondered about those people who deliberately set out to undermine some poor unsuspecting individual. What is there motive? What is their reward?

The Lord of Karma (Saturn) will surely make the responsible for their foray into the dark arts. It’s a ruthless act and of course hurts us mere mortals and yet it reveals the Judas within. My perspective that they are the walking emotional army of white ants and the suffering of others gives them short sharp moments of pleasure. Its like sucking the life force out of others – eventually that source is dry and then they must move on to another poor soul.

On the other hand, no one can make you feel anything without your permission (Eleanor Roosevelt). Insulate yourself with unconditional love and don’t buy into the spites that fall so effortlessly from the foul mothers of the “white ant brigade”.

The Lovers remind us that it is all about love! Love; love; love – all you need is love (The Beatles). Surround yourself with those who love and adore you – swaddle your precious heart in the protection and respect of love.

The High Priestess is a beacon of hope. Her motives are pure and her intention – Divine. She scribes in the journal of life – offering hope to those who flounder in the sludge pit of disappointment and doom.

The Sun captures the tiny dew drops. The rainbow facets flash around my garden. The Sun shares his grand presence with the world – raising the energy and optimism into a playground of wonder.

It’s Sunday – a time for play, rest and creative pursuits. Enjoy the fruits of your labour. Focus on your hearts desire and ask clear quartz to provide the focus required to delivery your quality outcomes.

Love, Peace and Clarity,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Healing – Chlorite

I honour my body as a vehicle for the light.

Healing is the process of bringing aspects of our self that are not balanced back into balance again.

Before we can step into the Age of Light, we must integrate all the experiences that reside within our physical being. When we have done this, we can fully experience the clarity of your Light body being anchored on the Earth Plane.

By accepting the healing that Chlorite offers, you can once again experience the beauty of connection to the Divine Source of creation.

Chlorite is for all chakras.

Changes are the theme for our number five day. It’s amazing to me how one phone call can make a difference at the end of the day or the end of the week for that matter. Just when you think your day/week is going through the mill and being churned up and spat out, one person rings you and a million tiny rainbows scatter throughout your soul.

The Moon is in Gemini and this airy, chatty and creative sign will support a weekend of fun and indulgence.

Did we cast our wishes into the fertile landing of our New Moon yesterday? Well, the Gemini Moon will lift them up and take them into a new direction.

Strength is the first card out this morning. Why strength, you might ask? Well, I believe it takes courage to step into a new direction. Comfort zones are exactly that – by putting one foot in front of the other – facing our fears at the entrance of the cave takes courage. Hey I just had a vision – Aladdin standing at the entrance to the cave saying, Open sesame! And it did! I hope it does for you too! To thine self be true!

The High Priestess knows all about courage. She is wise – sure but it is wisdom borne of pain (sound familiar). Her elegance and poise is legendary. Persephone knows that truth about the journey to the edge of darkness. She has ventured far from her comfort zone and brought back untold experiences cloaked in rare and exquisite riches.

The Hermit is a source of inspiration. He shines his golden light on our path. This beam of optimism glows with us all as we navigate the pot holes of uncertainty.

Personally, I’ve felt that this week has been enlightening. Some truths have been painful, explicit perceptions, revealing. Chlorite has the power to heal the tiny fractures in our soul – mend the gaping wounds in our self esteem and take us toward the beauty of Divine Love. Enjoy!

Love, Healing and Divine Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Ruby – Life Force

I allow the life force within me to rise and strengthen my body and mind.

Ruby signals a time of renewed energy in your life. Ruby speaks of the experience the first chakra primal and potent energy. Practice breathing in through the base of your spine, and out of the crown of your body and connect with the elements of earth and fire, encouraging their energies to rise through you and transform any blockages you may be holding.

Reconnect with the forces of ritual and magic. You can create magical transformation in your life.

The New Moon is in Taurus. This placement reminds us that the body is the temple and it deserves to be nurtured and nourished. Also Taurus insists upon goal setting. How do we achieve our goals? Plant seeds/wishes in the direction of your physical and financial desires today!

Saturn is still in retrograde motion. He is hovering in the sign of Virgo. Virgos would be feeling his pangs of reality right now. Perhaps dealing with decisions and or lack of outcomes promised in months past. For some Virgos it is a stoic reminder of the pain of loss. I feel for you – I really do! Please remember that this icy phase of reality bits will pass and life will take on a more comfy feel again. Of course Saturn appears in all of our charts. At the moment he is haunting my sixth house of work and work. Nice one, Chronos – thanks for your blessings!

The Devil releases us from the agony of bondage and oppression. We are set free from entrapment. Flee – for if you don’t you will endure a perilous journey of dark canyons of despair.

The Hanged Man sacrifices his happiness for us. He chooses to do this, you know? He hangs on the tree of life so we can escape the trenches of doom and gloom and live a fulfilled existence – pretty nice, don’t you think?

The Moon ebbs and flows with the cycles of the cosmos. She skims each sign for approximately two to two and a half days. Her role is to highlight the importance of our emotional wellbeing and socialisation. Her creative jaunts are legendary.

Ironically, I’ve chosen Ruby today – why? Well, I feel flat and unwell. I am drawing the power of Ruby into my life as an elevator. This elevator will rise up and be fulfilled. I will consider positive thoughts as the electrical charges to take me to a new floor. Each floor offers a different experience – lessons to be learned. We all have an area of our lives that requires maintenance. What is your focus? Scribe on the parchment of dreams and follow your heart and soul toward liberation and enlightenment.

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Joy and Gratitude - Kunzite

I give thanks joyfully for the gifts I receive.

Kunzite reminds us of the power of joy and gratitude. At the moment in which you experience these emotions you are experiencing reconnection to the Divine Creator. Gratitude is the recognition of flow between you and the Universe. When you express gratitude for your life and experience, you establish a flow of energy, giving and receiving between yourself and the source of all things. This flow strengthens you sense of connections with all beings.

The Chakra for Kunzite is the heart. From the heart we truly connect with the entire Human race.

The Moon is in Taurus. She is on the eve of the New Moon phase. Please don’t underestimate just how potent this phase is. The cosmos is ripe for planting seeds. See http://www.jestacom.biz/newsite/ezine/harlequin_s_haven.htm for areas of influence.

It’s a number three day of communication and short journeys. Maybe you’ve been waiting for some news? Well today the vibe of the Universe supports this anticipation.

Death heralds the end of a phase – plain and simple. It is done – over! Sometimes we mourn that chapter because of the fear of the next page – blank and mysterious.

Chariot pulls us in two directions at once. We are in control but the seduction of both roads is compelling.

The World is the end of a cycle and yet we are richer for the experience – we live to carry on the dream and yet the dream is constantly changing and shifting with the rustling of the leaves on the vine.

In my experience life does not always reward us with the bounty of our desire – we perceive – agree and become attached to that outcome. Our disappointment becomes entangled in the foliage of deception and cloaked by the rotten fruit hanging on the limbs of the tree of life.

Kunzite sparkles with specks of joy and gratitude – what do you want? Why are you disappointed when you have those blessings to take you to the next station?

Practice joy and gratitude and that attitude will liberate you from the Prison of Dread.

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Action Carnelian

I am willing to create my reality.

Carnelian has called upon you in order to remind you of our course of action. Seeking spiritual guidance and advice is the next step to creating your reality, but the second and most important step is to take action upon inner guidance. Without action, there is no creation; and we have chosen to come into this world in order to learn to co-create with the Universe.

Do not fear action because of the possibility of failure. There is no failure just as there are no mistakes. Each action that you take leads you to a learning experience. Every learning experience that you have adds to the store of wisdom that you share with others, and leads you closer to your goal of self-understanding. Listen to your higher guidance, open yourself to the path that the Universe is clearing for you, and take a step forward Carnelian has come to guide you on your path of action.

Mercury has gone direct today. After the past few weeks of confusion, mixed messages and computer foul ups. My computer has gone into a dreadful state of sluggishness. When I go to turn him on he freezes at different stages of the start-up process. It’s frustrating to say the least and this weekend we will investigate this annoying behaviour and take some action.

Mercury has gone direct today. After the past few weeks of confusion, mixed messages and computer foul ups it will be nice to feel confident in our communication sector. My computer has gone into a dreadful state of sluggishness when I go to turn him hon. He freezes at different stages of the start-up process. It’s frustrating to say the least and this weekend we will investigate this annoying behaviour.

Am 11/2 day is a Master number – public/private day. I find it interesting that the elections in the UK have been undertaken during the recent Mercury retrograde phase – and we are all aware of how that has gone?

Now, in an 11/2 day the new Prime Minister has emerged to accept and take his leadership role in a new and innovative way. His public and private life will be spread around the world instantly. I find it even more interesting that the negotiations, confusion and mixed or delayed messages have occurred during the trickster’s retrograde motion. Of course there is nothing to this astrology stuff – is there?

The Moon has moved into Taurus and balances nicely with the Taurean Sun. These two dominant orbs are joined by Mercury and Venus and Taurus. There seems to be an air of practicality about negotiations and calculation. I sincerely hope that calculations have been checked and rechecked in the past few weeks – don’t you?

For all of us we are now in a good stage to negotiate contracts and financial deals. Security and lifelong quality is the focus of these discussions. So if you are negotiating a contract now is a good time to consider pay increments and future financial requirements.

So how does this impact on you’re personally? A positive start would be to contact your favourite astrologer (Yasmin Boland or Kelly Surtees) and ask them to direct you to where Mercury and Venus are present in your chart. The cosmos asks us to take action when the alignments are in our favour – now is that time to review, plan and do!

Judgement appears – again – come on! How long have I been pulling this card in our morning spread? What that tells me however is that the necessary shedding has not taken place. What needs to be relinquished? Are we still holding on to any situation or behaviours? Any clues?

Temperance – ahha – lovely! Rise above the chaos of the day and seek solace in philosophical answers. To thine self be true – is a good start!

Twinkle twinkle little Star! My friends please do not squander the opportunity to shine. Word of caution though – don’t take the kudos or recognition at someone else’s expense. Remember that the Karmic code is evident in the world balance sheet.

I am mindful that Uranus is about to change signs. He has been stirring up Pisces for over seven years now. He is poised to enter Aries. This movement will be a challenge for Arians. Personally, I believe that Aries are adaptable and resilient. Usually, they are most likely to take risks and Uranus enters the zone of risky business.

The important aspect of this alignment is that this shift impacts on us all. Consider where Uranus resides in your chart and this will be the zone of concern. Don’t be alarmed however just be aware that life will take unexpected twists and turns in this region of your chart.

Of course, like all transits this movement will shift constantly asking us to pick up our Carnelian and take action for the positive outcome in our lives.

Love, Peace and Action,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Female Power Cuprite

I am the source of creation.

Invoke the power of the female aspect of your nature. The answers that you seek live within your deepest self.

Retreat and seek “Moon time” to gain insight and strength you need to move forward on your journey. It is time to trust the unseen forces at work in your life.

I’ve woken today feeling very unwell. I have hay fever and flu symptoms. Strange really as I’ve had my flu shots – well what can I say? What is my body trying to tell me? I am blocked emotionally? I have to rest and seek some Moon-time? Yes, I think that is the key. My throat is sore and I feel sick so a day to rest and heal might be what the Universal doctor orders?

It’s a 10/1 day so there is an ending and a beginning. Something must come to an end as we set off in a new direction. Renewal is important for our growth and we are constantly asked to shed and make way for the fresh perspectives that come our way when we venture down a new path. I like this part of the numerological cycle – what about you?

The Empress is all about new beginnings. Last night I dreamt about a lady – a colleague from work. She is pregnant and a Capricorn. In the dream I visited her at home and we talked about our relationship and how we have come this far and where our future will take us. I held her new born baby and promised to stay in touch as we navigate a very different course in our lives. It was a lovely dream and we left one another with a sense of peace that we carry our true friends with us forever in our hearts – no matter where our lives take us.

The World offers abundance and rewards – the fruits of our labours to us in avalanches of abundance under grace in perfect ways through endless opportunities today. Be confident that you will be provided the perfect life to thrive and grow bountifully as desired.

The Emperor commands a resource inventory. Are you allowing your energy and focus to seep into areas that do not serve you? Set your boundaries and mark your ground. Don’t sit for too long – regain the territory that is supremely yours – today and always!

Cuprite reminds us of the power of creation – true? Why is that important? Why do we need to be reminded? Why should we concern ourselves with that level of our management tool box? I believe it is an integral part to our present and our future – what we think we create! What do you think?

Love and Creation,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Growth Aventurine

I celebrate my growth, and release those aspects that no longer serve me!

Allow yourself to open to the changes that are coming and celebrate them as evidence that you have moved to a new level in your life. Sense the old patterns melting away, and take the opportunity to choose which new patterns you now wish to create.

I was speaking with my sister yesterday regarding the cycles of life. I mentioned that it had become apparent to me that we seem to roll with the ebb and flow of life. I expressed the awareness of the constant growth, learning, shedding and ultimately moving to a new destination. She agreed.

Aventurine is a stone that not only acknowledges the cycles but encourages us to celebrate them. Today is a number nine day and that is how I will spend my day – celebrating the cycles of life.

It’s Monday and we are back to work after a weekend break. We’ve been spoiled beautifully by our families and now we must return to work to pay mortgages and fund the next adventure. Mondays are hard (I believe) as they break the pattern of fun and freedom. And yet I get a buzz of doing my best at work.

The Morning reading affirms those Monday thoughts with the Devil representing work and business. The Chariot acknowledges movement and choices. Judgement is an important phase of the growth cycle – maturity and the choice to relinquish the outworn and unnecessary. The Wheel of Fortune insists that we are now in a, “take your dreams and offer them to the Universe” sequence. Trust the flow of Universal magic and you may just be surprised with the outcome.

Welcome the “you” that you’ve become with the power of Aventurine. You are spectacular and unique and this is your life to live to the fullest.

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Happy Mother’s Day

The Pisces Moon adds an emotionally buoyant feel to the day. Mother’s Day has the potential for commercialism gone mad. However, most mothers will tell you it’s a day when they she connects with her family whether they are close by or not. I think that making an effort to connect with her is an awesome gift.

We’ve travelled to Sydney to visit with my mother and connect with my son and his family. We visited my son yesterday and his beautiful wife and two children. Even though, I regard my in-law children and grandchildren as part of my family I don’t like to impede upon the special moments with their Nana. I guess its all a matter of respect and boundaries, isn’t it?

Our celebrations today include taking my Mum and sister out to lunch and sharing a meal where no one has to cook or clean – pretty much a nice gift, in itself, don’t you think?

Overall, I adore all of my family members. I feel massively fortunate to have them in my life. I feel content in the knowledge that I am blessed to share my life with such amazing souls. Actually, I always feel a little sad on the way down the highway after I leave Sydney. Conversely I feel sated by the connections and yet I feel that I am leaving a little piece of myself behind.

In our morning reading I’m going to personalize the cards that have been drawn. For example:

The Star – prepare to shine as brightly as the stars in the heavens. You are the star of the show today. Allowing the spoiling to begin and enjoy your time in the limelight.

The High Priestess – you know where the skeletons are buried and yet you are prepared to keep “Mum”. You love them unconditionally despite the fact that the flaws appear as grand canyons in their souls.

The Emperor represents boundaries we must set from time to time. Keeping the family together requires a balancing act of love, patience and the guidance of a strong mind.

Love comes in many forms – I know this and I am positive you do too! I have loved in a multitude of brilliant facets during my life. The love of my Mum is unconditional and enduring.

I love you Mum, now and forever!

Love, Peace and Mother’s Joy,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Saturday Sydney Sided

Last night we travelled up from Canberra to Sydney. We left after work and drove straight through. It’s not a big ask or effort just a little tiring at the end of a long week.

The Moon is in Pisces and the Sun in Taurus. These two signs are representative of water and earth. This weekend with the influence of the Pisces Moon romance and sensitivity will permeate social and emotional realms.

Yesterday I helped someone at work – remember it was a number six day – a day of responsibility. Today the numerological cycle favours reflection and inner journeys with subtlety of the number seven sway.

Strength is our first card in our spread. The taming of the lion demands inner guile and resilience in the face of adversity.

Hermit applies caution to his journey through life and relies upon intuition and wisdom to guide him.

Judgement tells us t weight up our decisions and be confident in wise choices we’ve made. Don’t be afraid to act on the direction of your selection. Keep in mind that there are no wrong choices – just a different direction. Bask in the glory of the Neptunian wave of energy – enjoy your day.

Love, Peace and Bliss,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Higher Self – Selenite

I am the reflection of the Divine Spirit in Heaven.

Crown chakra: Crown through to 12th

Selenite is speaking to your response-ability and purpose. It is time o take response-ability, and apply it to the ne awareness you are beginning to embody. Selenite above all other allies creates resonance in our energy and body and initiates in us a time of renewed connection to the Divine.

Selenite is alerting you that it’s time to begin developing the physical vehicle you inhabit, that it can carry ever higher frequencies of energy onto the earth plane. You may need to change your diet, exercise habits, or other lifestyle choices which may be affecting your ability to carry higher frequency energy through your physical being.

We have Selenite in our foyer – it is a large block balanced between two small pillars. Selenite is also good for business or reviving a small business. Quite often I’ve given wands of Selenite to friends with an entrepreneurial flair as a way of facilitating a positive flow of intention, ideas and energy into their business. Selenite is excellent for balancing skeletal system – it works on strengthening our bones.

The Moon in Pisces adds a Neptunian ambience to the end of the working week. This is a nice segue into the weekend, don’t you think? Romance and creativity are always part of the Piscean agenda so expect the inner poet to emerge.

The Fool skips out from the cave ready to embark upon a journey in pursuit of fun and learning – being it on is his impetuous mantra. Don’t hesitate in leaving your baggage by the door.

The Wheel of Fortune turns ever so slightly in your favour prizes are won and opportunities are lost. A turn of the wheel and a smile flashes across your face – a flick the other way and you fall from grace.

Te Hermit counsels caution along the rutted road of life – yes be cautious but not frozen in fear. Life is to be lived and joy fulfilled. Don’t sit for too long and let opportunities for love pass you by.

Selenite is grounded white light – it is a conductor between heaven and earth allow this crystal to unblock the cork of negativity and allow the stream of energy float along a new path.

Love, Peace and Higher Purpose,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Talents Rhodonite

In sharing my talents and skills, I strengthen myself and my connection to all that is.

In the Age of Light on Earth, when we are calling the Light into the void, we must each contribute our particular talents for the good of all. Acknowledge your personal beauty and power, and share it with those who come into your sphere of influence. In this way, we will each move with joy into the New Age that awaits us.

A number five day promises changes – this is an unstable number but remember that is something does change it is a necessary shift or part of your growth pattern.

The Moon in Aquarius gives a friendly feel to the day. Get together and love someone – enjoy the bounty of networking and just being alive. This Moon day has an electrical energy – cracks open your store of intent and see where it takes you.

The Empress gives a new perspective to our lives. The freshness of the quarter moon phase is excellent for starting new habits and behaviours. Don’t be shy, ask for what you want – go for gold and you won’t be disappointed. I have my hair appointment booked for tonight so that will be a nice new feeling for this phase.

The Lovers hold a holy alliance of love and respect. How unique is it when we meet a soul mate and truly connect on a mind; body and spirit level? How brilliant is the feeling when you truly trust someone so completely to be there to catch you when you fall or need a hug at the end of a challenging day? Priceless! The Lovers hold agreement and they both conspire to elicit the best from one another but also seek the brightest future individually and together.

The Wheel of Fortune heralds a time when fate holds the key to your future happiness and joy. You are certainly on the move and you will be rewarded for your efforts. Embrace the possibilities of change – don’t let the grass grow under your feet and don’t let the weeds infiltrate your Nirvana.

Take your unique talents to the world stage and smile and promote the beauty of you – you are a precious child of the Universe – you deserve the best life. Lift your eyes up and smile at the masses – wink as you face the summit of your dreams.

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Child within – Rhodochristite

I resonate with love and release else to the Universe.

This crystal will help you to connect with the child within and heal the wounds received many years ago. Open yourself to the resonance of Rhodochristite, and allow this energy to bring any wounds that still need healing to the surface.

Go within, and clear your energy of old traumas and wounds that no longer serve you, so that you begin again with the purity and innocence of a child. Allow the energy of Rhodochristite to sooth, comfort and aid you in your healing.

The Moon is in Aquarius today. This is the sign of friendship and connections with humanity and networks. This airy sign is ruled by Uranus the planet of unpredictability. Out of the blue offers and opportunities may come your way. Keep your eyes peeled and your mind open to the possibilities.

Delving into our subconscious the messages are clear – Temperance insists on the high road of contemplation and rising above adversity and fear. Do you have to be a part of the clique or are you prepared to stand apart from the crowd? Temperance asks us to seek the internal valve of acceptance and validation and not to worry about the acceptance of others.

Judgement rings the discernment creed load and clear – don’t buy into the dogma of the masses – be your own prophet, My Dear!

Strength offers a tone of confidence hold on to what is important, dear. Be a shinning light of inspiration and don’t stumble on the rocky road of trepidation.

Life seems to place roadblocks and challenges in our way – our task if we choose to accept is to face the adversity head-on and conquer the lessons one-by-one.

It seems that our souls hunger for the lessons that are part of this human manifesto – overcome these modules of torment and you will graduate with honours from the school of hard knocks.

Is it that simple, I wonder? When we face our daily fears and feel the pain of rejection and torment does that mean we can move to the next module? Why does it have to hurt so much? Why can’t we just tick them off on the parchment of pain? Why must we be burdened with the emotional care factor? Why can’t it be a disconnect between heart and mind?

It’s a number four day and this is a perfect time to lay the foundations for the future. With the help of Rhodochristite we can heal the past, play with the outcomes and view the world with innocent eyes.

Love, Peace and Healing,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Manifest light Hematite

I am a channel for light on the Earth plane.

What is your purpose on Earth? Bring to manifest your creations through your words, actions and experiences.

Focus on expressing the light of spirit through whatever you are doing. Connect with the Earth element and bring the Light through your body and onto the planet. It is through this expression of spirit that the age of light will be born into the world.

The Sun and Mars are up for a set-to today. That means it will be easy to be drawn into conflict regarding ego-based assumptions. For those whom are already feeling a little damaged or frayed today has the potential for some fireworks.

Rise above the conflict and save your self-esteem. Remember Mercury is retrograde at the moment so words or ideas may simply come out jumbled – try and think about what you want to say before you say it.

It’s a number three day of short journeys – and communication – so the aspects of your life will be top of the pops.

Rain is hovering in the territory. The skies are dark and foreboding and yet I feel positively brilliant on the inside. Sure, I am contemplating the next few days but I am also excited about the birth of my new grand-nephew. My niece, Danni has given birth to a little boy yesterday so I feel that the Empress came to visit our lives.

The Fool romps in and lays claim to the new beginning that are a part of this current phase. Capture your imagination and take it on a ride – grab your heart and you will surely fly with the eagles.

The Lovers promise balanced communication and a path that’s real. Shine the love from the inside out and you will fulfil the grand plan of your existence.

Judgement requests that you let go of any remnants of discontent and strip away the damage of the poisoned few. Don’t carry it like a badge of honour – it does not serve any purpose whatsoever.

Manifest your hearts desire with Hematite and you will be liberated from the norm – express all that is divine within you as you are a child of the universe. Seek balance and truth in all that you do and your heart will be connected with the dominion of the Universe.

So Be It!

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Inner peace – Tourmaline

I love and create in the moment!

Stop living in the past or future. Begin resonating with the vibration of inner peace.

Create, joy, peace and healing when you disconnect from the role you have created for yourself. Accept peace with yourself and the world.

It’s an 11/2 Master number day. This usually plays out with agreements between yourself and others. Disconnect from the outcome and wait for the truth to come to you! We all want inner peace. No one wants to live their lives in turmoil. Allow tourmaline to come to you quietly; dispel the demons while you rest in the temple of wisdom.

The Empress promises a new phase. Create this phase with love, peace and harmony. Temperance inspires us to raise above the chaos our torment and find a philosophical window to escape through.

The Emperor is bold and beautiful – transcend your limitations throw all of your fears to the box and kick it to the curb – allow the Universal wind to take it over the rainbow.

The Moon is in Capricorn and there is a chilly wind blowing in the cosmos. Words can hurt and they can certainly heal. Which formula will you choose today?

Prepare the appropriate communication to take you to a new route – will it be Route 66? Will you get your kicks? Or will you ignore the road signs and skid into the slippery when wet sign?

It’s impossible to take back the spoken world – once it’s out there it can never be retrieved.

Be the white magician and only speak words of love and truth. Turn your back on the chaos and meditate for greatness in the temple of wisdom.

Love and Peace,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Balance Tiger Eye

I walk in balance on the path of truth

Tiger eye is calling you to look carefully at both sides of the current situation. Practice being a witness to what is actually said and done, without running the experience through your personal filters. Self discipline and self control are powerful skills for those on a spiritual path. Call on tiger eye to aid you in seeing the full import of the situation at hand, and then open to the wisdom and guidance you receive.

Last night we went to Bellyissimo at the Belconnen Community Theatre. It as belly-fabulous! The music the dance and the performers were sensation. It was a great treat and a fantastic way to celebrate the Sagittarian moon phase. I looked at the Moon as I got out of the car and thought we deserve this celebration of dance and music – we’ve been through a tough Full Moon in Scorpio week and now it is time to have fun! Thank you for your energy and delightful entertainment. It fabu-liscious!

The Moon moves into Capricorn tonight so getting ready for the week ahead is a positive step toward organisation. Meanwhile the Moon is still in her Sagittarian Centaur phase and she loves to party. Enjoy the final few hours of this fiery fun magnet and capture some lovely weekend memories before you prepare for the working week.

It’s a 10/1 day and I want to focus on the number one. We’ve had a lot of talk this week about endings so I thought, its’ Sunday; the first day of the week so lets focus on new beginnings. What do you want to start? How do you want to begin your new week?

Today the plan is set, I am publishing my journal and the Green Back Pack – New Zealand adventure (publishing is definitely 9th house Sagittarius motives). Then, I’ve booked a call to a friend in the USA for a verbal catch up (another 9th house event). Then, later in the day I have a two hour massage booked at Om Shanti – definitely a sensual Sun in Taurus treat. Finally at the end of today I will prepare for the working week when the Moon moves into her serious goal-oriented focussed sign of Capricorn. Interestingly, these events were planned intuitively or even some weeks ago (for the massage) and yet see how they unfold in the course of the relevant cosmic alignments.

The Moon encourages creativity and commitment to the arts. Do something that propels you toward your idealistic dream of consciousness.

The World is your oyster – grab a dry white and delve into the bounty of the Universe. Remember, the bounty comes from your labour – it is your reward for the toil and dedication to your soul purpose.

The Hermit is boring – get out of the cave and mingle. Take time to watch your step though – sure, be cautious – but once the road is clear cross and enjoy the scenery.

On your journey to your new destination take some Tiger Eye for discernment and discipline – keep some in your pockets and roll them around when you need to be reminded of the wisdom you carry within.

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Inner bridges Kyanite

The Universe is working to connect me with my highest good.

Kyanite assists with building the inner bridges that are necessary for our development. Perhaps a new relationship or an opportunity to further your career is moving your way which will aid your path.

Kyanite announces that the obstacles that you see on your path will soon be overcome. New bridges will be built that will carry you over difficulty and will allow you to perceive your connection to the Divine.

Happy May Day, by the way! Can you believe it is the first day of the fifth month? I can’t believe it – just think that we are nearly half way through 2010 – and what have we done?

The 1/5/2010 date gives us another nine day – have we done this already? Yes, we have! It’s a Mercury retrograde phase so it is likely we may be going over old ground.

Revisiting old stuff/issues is good for many reasons as it ensures that we finally rid ourselves of behaviours and attitudes that don’t support us as we move forward.

Talk about revisiting old stuff – I got on the scales this morning and to my disappointment I have put on weight. I’ve been working so hard at my diet and exercise commitment and now I have put on .6kgs. I feel so betrayed by my body. I shared this disappointment with my husband who said, “Can you imagine the results if you hadn’t been good?” He’s right isn’t he?

This result has refocussed me and makes me more determined to stick with it and succeed. Loosing weight is a journey not a destination.

Yesterday I had a series of tests to check on my physical aspects of my diabetes. I am now diet controlled but the doctor wanted to make sure that I’ve not incurred any damage to my organs. I have a three monthly appointment for the usual blood, weight and blood pressure etc but in the afternoon I finished up the medical check up day with an appointment to an ophthalmologist.

My results were outstanding – there is no damage or deterioration to my eyes and both doctors said that I was a star. How nice? All of the hard work and we are on track for a healthy future. Now let’s get the weight back on track!

Judgement is a reminder that it’s time to shed – rid you of the layers that are no longer required. There is a belief in the diet-world that weight/fat is representative of protection – emotional pounds of pain. This explains quite a lot, don’t you think? If you are unhappy you eat – and usually the wrong foods like chocolate, sweets or carbs. In my experiences this short term satisfaction is in contrast to the long term gratification that we crave when we get into a size smaller clothes or back into our favourite black dress/trousers. In that view, I’ve begun to see food as medicine – is this going to heal me or hurt me – look at the composition of the food – is it going to go straight to the gut and sit there like a malevolent lump or is it going to speed on through the system and whoops out the other end? I guess creative visualisation works for me – what works for you?

Hierophant counsels that caution and prudence in our daily lives is the way to accomplish our goals and fulfil our plans. Baby steps are required – no rush – no mush. Maintain your equilibrium and manage stability in the chaos of your emotions. You will be rewarded for your patience and determination in the final thrust toward home plate.

Temperance is uplifting. She is an angel. Her presence in our reading this morning is a beacon of inspiration and hope. Life is a journey; destination – enlightenment. There are many twisting and turns in the road – don’t be discouraged when you stub your toe on a rock.

Challenges build resilience and strength. Kyanite is receptive to the foundations of inner truth and thankfulness. In conversations with a friend yesterday she reminded me that our vision can become clouded and our dreams unfulfilled. We can land the perfect situation before we realise what is happening someone is standing on our feet. It’s true! So, what do you do? Wriggle out from under their hold, rub your feet and begin to patter down the road. Your existence is not determined by the sullied opinions of others!

Love, Peace and Magic,

Julia Ashton-Sayers